Mom, I am attending the Church today that you loved going to. I was amazed as I sat and watched you go to the front of the Church that Sunday night. You asked the Pastor that night to heal you, and as I watched he placed his hands upon your head and ask God to save and heal you. I watched as you overcome by the spirit of the Lord gently slip to the floor. I was very scared but the Saints of the Church were right there to protect and watch over you, after several minutes as they helped you to your feet, I watched as you returned to the pew in front of my crying the rebirth of our beloved Mom. I know we did lose you but on that horrible day that we learned you had one artery open in your heart, we were blessed with the 3 years that God blessed us with. I still sit in the same seat behind where you sat, was very hard the first time but I can still see the glow in your face as you returned that blessed night...I will love and miss you always...Wayne
grandma your gonna be gone a whole year on sunday. it just feels like all of this is coming back to me and i feel like im gonna go crazy. nobody understands how i feel im going through one of my crying stages again where when i think about it it makes me wanna cry and i cant stand it much longer im going insane. grandma i love you and i miss you. please help me get through this.jordan is trying his hardest to get me through this but he cant help me like you could. god why did you have to leave me . i hate it.. i miss you and i want you back.but i know i wont be getting you back please come back im in so much pain. the family is falling apart nobody seems to talk to anyone anymore...i hate it i wish we could go back 2 years ago and change all of this. maybe you would still be her grandma please i love you and miss you...
Mom, here is your cake for you Birthday, I wish you were here today. I Love and Miss you Mom
Mom, I never could totally leave your side. I never realized how much I needed you till you were gone. Now what do I do? My life is riddled with pain, and I am so sad all the time. I just sit in my car at work and listen to songs played at your funeral, hoping that God will allow the phone to ring...you will be on the other end telling me you are fine. I hear and read it in the words of my beloved family just how important you were to all of us. I hate to burden my sisters and brother with this, their lives are devastated too.